The truth is, I don't hate you. I could never hate you. I guess I just want to find reasons to not like you. To make you seem like a horrible person so I can just be mad at you and forget about you. Because honestly, it would just make all of this so much easier.
okay. i need retail therapy right now. i need those braided headbands. i need that dress. i need that top. and that skirt. and that bangle. and that hat. and everything i can ever dream of. i need to dress up when i go to SuJu's concert!! MAYBE that way, they'll notice me. lol omg mentel much? hahaha yes. i am. so? haha omg okay i have to get over those stuff. i'll just have to save for my SS3 and shopping spree. eventho i didn't save ANYTHING this week, i'll just start saving next week. now on to my life for this horrible past week.
imma skip to thursday :)
me and fathin were on the train on the way to chinese. and so, we saw two american/european blah blah, in short, white/western people. and she is so damn crazy over americans, besides korean guys of coz. soso, i was like, whatev when we boarded the train. but she was like, " STAY HEREEE! "
then i was like, NOOOO FOLLOW ME TO THE BACK OF THE FREAKING TRAIN. she was obv staring at those two guys, she srzly doesn't kno how to hide her feelings. damn that's plain.. nevermind. so anyways, i dragged her to the back of the train while she was holding her damn chocolate milk in her hand, all spilled. not exactly spilled, just that thingy broke/dislocated and the cover can't be closed. i don't even know if it's the right term i'm using. then i was like,
" you were obv staring at those two Caucasian guys sitting there. "
and then she was like " noooooooo "
i didn't believe her but i just wanted to see how hawt they were till she was like... almost hyperventilating? epik to the k.
two hai sing catholic guys were like amused cannnn. it was like the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened in my fourteen years of this pathetic life.
we were like stopping halfway, arguing, persuading, begging, laughing all rolled up into one. yes i know retarded. this is what happens when you read too many english romance young adult novels.
so i was like checking them out, and the both of them were looking at us like,
" what's up with these two asian girls. "
and i really mean, THEY GAVE US THAT FREAKIN' STARE.
so yeah i got over it. but fathin didn't. she was laughing like mad all the way. yes, retarded i kno.
i'm done with this day, so now onto friday :)
nothing much. just that i skipped netball because Liam and Jasmine weren't there. not to the forget the fact that i was being a total byatch throughout the whole day haha.
i was irritated by myself even. totally whatever.
now come to think of it, this freakin' post is kinda bitchy too.
I srzly have to stop reading romance novels - they teach us Asians to be bitchy -.-
Confessions of Serial Kisser is a perfect example.
wooooo. yeah i'm tired. i've just finshed completing my homework. thank goodness there wasn't any CCA today. if there was, i would have to burn the midnight oil.
had the Athenium today. whatever it's called, some leadership stuff in school.
i didn't take part, duhhhh. it wasn't as grand as i thought it would be.
okay, so school today was epic. or should i say I was epic. yeah i just saw that picture of SeungHo
epic fail aegyo-ing right after i saw SungMin's one.
you'll faint if you see Minnie's one. lol i'm spazzing right now. i have a talent.
wooo i can spazz super junior for 4minutes when i'm halfway just doing my homework.
lols pardon my lousy use of english.
gawsh. i wanna fast tomorrow. and yeaaahhhhh (!) there's cheena tomorrow, and tuition.
Before I go, I wanna post about something that has already happened, but will be going on for two years.
KimYoungWoon enlisted into the army.
Yes. He made the whole ELF world cry. So we will miss him, right ELFs? But we will continue waiting for him, continue waiting for Super Junior till they become thirteen again. Be it 8 years, or whatever, I will continue waiting for them. This seems stupid, naive, whatever you call it, but it's like this unexplainable connection with these 13 people I have never met in my life. Maybe you will understand it when you fall head over heels with a boyband, or a person. Take the late MJ for example. You guys never met him before but some still worship him like crazy even though he has already been laid to rest.
So YoungWoon oppa. Take this time to lose some freaking weight and find yourself.
ohmyohmy SuJu won another award today (?) Yesterday was MuBank and today Inkigayo :)
congrats to the boys. and i'm back people! school's in and i'm kinda too busy to post in between suju-ing, glee-ing and studying, so yeah i'm sorry. hahaha like anyone cares. but it's okay, i'll just post for the sake of myself -.-
so school was fine, i guess. i'm used to the routine of being tired all the time, so i guess i wanna be hyper this year. to keep my mind off the fatigue, and also to comfort myself by reminding myself again that there are people worse off than me. like who? nasyitah, xk, yeah you get the picture.
they are soooo busy with other stuff like, you know leadership posts. don't think teens have got any time for themselves these days =/
but nevermind, we shall bear with it. cuz suju is even more tired (!) heee i kno luh no link.
and i finally watched Eclipse! i don't understand why people say that we pay to watch the Twilight saga, and see the money go to waste. but, no! this installment was freakin' awesome i must say. and jacob is super hawt this time, though this abs still can't compare to Siwon's perfectly toned arms and abs and body. okay, not meaning to boast or anything but yeah, my idols are the best of the best. and although i can't be the best of the best, i can just you know, try my best in everything i do. okay i shall stop besting. like how many bests can there be in one freakin' blogpost huh.
sosososo, i went to watch the movie with Nas and Diy. yeah, my usual clique. we were hysterical in Toys R Us, totally girly when we window shopped and didn't eat much food aahaha. not dieting or whatev, just that we were so obsessed with the clothes we saw in almost every freakin' shop we passed by. too bad we didn't have any money. if siwon was there, i would have robbed him of his wealth. but i would want to strip him first *muahahaha*
and i can't really remember what happened this week, i just can't be bothered to.
all i know is that i have to stop sleeping in between reading my library books and solat isyak. i haven't been praying at night these days, i really have to step up.
and oh, read the Quran. haven't been keeping up to my schedule nowadays (!!!) ahhh okay i shall stop here.
Friday, July 23, 2010, 4:18 AM
